my fren told me about a numerologist he met. i wanted to know more about myself. It was real concidence I met this lady at MPS who understood and attended a course in numerology. I gave her my name and birthday.

survivor, independent, capable, strong, fickle minded, stress, pancreas disease ...... all came as a chunk. the device to calculate is too powerful, it tells you ur weak and strong pts as well as the diseases you may get. Also, your career as well. Doctor did not fall under that category, but i did get stuff like psychiatrist, baker...

the lady asked if i had any questions and of which i din have much because the numbers are too confusing, cos certain numbers indicate something and when you add up certain number, you get this number, and hence blah blah its the meaning. very confusing. but lady told me she has something to tell me.

ok, was expecting some stuff that isnt really positive but at least it wasnt such a big blow cos i m pretty aware of it after aw. RELATIONSHIPS. i guess in the past, i haven been working much on rlnships because i make friends easily, and yet do not really understand the loss of losing a fren until when i grew much older. AW has made me understand the fact that i m bad at relations, and precisely its why i ended up reading IR after all=） i have to say I have changed a lot in the way i begin building rlnship with people around me, connecting with them and ensuring that every friendship only strengthens and never loosens itself. I feel myself slowly accomplishing my goal.

to friends who are still my very close friends, i am very touch because you guys have tolerated how "bad" I was at strengthening friendships. I know you guys love me so much because my flaws have made our friendships as strong if not stronger than before. I have to say I had much more close frens than before after AW=)

fact accepted and i will work hard for the next breakthr=)