Lifes great recently. Have been less busy nowadays with lesser driving lessons but precisely, it is because of this new lease of "freedom" that I began reflecting about a small portion of my life, particularly, the post As period.

The conclusion is that I do have some big regrets in life, some dreams which I have never fulfilled. However, I know I am contented with what I have now and I know that I will live to be much happier if I stop thinking back and moving on with life. Well, at least, my life wasnt too bad to begin with, the regrets I have may be just temporary and I know, if I do my best, trust and believe in myself, one day things will come true. I am awaiting for the day.

Throughout my whole academic life, I have never had a smooth path, not as smooth as what MANY MANY of my classmates had. I worked hard and move from one spot to another, each time telling myself that I should remain motivated and optimistic. Probably, it is precisely because of this, I have learnt much more about life, much more than what many of my classmates who never had to go through such a tedious path have learnt. The efforts will be worthwhile and I know I am awaiting for that very valuable opportunity to dawn upon me.

I am not sure why but no matter how optimistic I have stayed, these thoughts do indeed make me feel emotional. Deep inside me, I told myself I am going to stay strong and fight hard for what I always wanted to do, for what I always believe in.

Well, house visits!! I guess my reasonably active involvement in grassroots has indeed made me learn quite a bit.