my friend once told me a story that when you are no longer of value to someone, that someone will no longer deem you as valauble as you seem in the past. With so many close friends beside me, i told myself this feeling will never come true and yet it did.

I always thought i should give this friendship a chance. Yes, in fact, many chances. There were so many times when you behave so horrendously and yet i keep telling myself that it is your unique character that define who you are. I know there are times each and everyone of us can be weird but there are times these weirdoness makes us who we are.

I guess I was spoilt right from the beginning. I has many friends with me with the same frequency, same mentality and thoughts most of the times and hence, at times, the sudden appearance of someone different in personality from us makes us feel weird. But well, in life, I have come to accept many people, probably not initially but at the end of it all.

Whether or not what I said was true, its totally up to u to decide. At least for now, I know that being cold can be a way out for you.

No hopes of trying to sustain IT.

Well, not emoing just damn pissed with life. At least i noe, I am civilised because my feelings are spelt out in words, not short forms or symbols.

To my close frens, love ya all. Stay in contact and meet up soon!