Well, I have been telling my friends that I am totally ok forgoing med and studying in China but well, deep down, I know I am still very disappointed with myself=( Well, frens, teachers, relatives have come forward to tell me that they always thought China was a better option for me and that studying in China will be more convenient for them to come visit me. Anyway, much as I want myself to go overseas to experience life there, I am still a bit apprehensive abt being placed in a brand new environment without my love ones around=(

Read the article written by Lee Weiling in ST. Previously, never really get inspired by her article before but a teeny weeny bit of today's article kinda inspired me a little. In her article, she mentioned " I have no regrets having tried and failed the first time.. My failure forced me to learn how to roll with the punches and to react to life's capriciousness with equanmity"

I have been faced with few failures in my 19 yrs of existence in this world. Well, this time, I was faced with the largest failure in my life. For others without the same dream and applying just cos they did well for As will never experience this kind of feelings. I know I have tried and I have failed and nth can be done=*

Afterall, sitting alone on a sofa, staring in the air and thinking abt what I can do with my life as of now, I have to say I still lead a good life ahead, a life filled with better job prospects. I can still do many things which are emotionally rewarding and can influence others as much as the medical career can!

BBQ later=