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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

yours truly, name

sat for the colorgenics test and results as below. Quite true though some parts not really=DD


You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

You are very orderly, methodical and self sufficient. You demand and need the respect, recognition and understanding of all those who enter into your sphere on influence.
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.



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Monday, May 25, 2009

yours truly, name

LOL! val's mum rocks to the core:)

oh anw, yearn to study with val but my mum's pocket is already burning or alr burnt.. i dun noe.. LOL..

lifes great studying with someone like her but AHHHH!!!!

let fate decide=DD



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Sunday, May 24, 2009

yours truly, name

wonderful day out with a lovely fren. went to kino, then to taka food street to buy biscuits from harrods, bengawan solo kuehs and a tee for looh! Well, improvement from previous meetings because our usual meetup always include eating and talking our hearts out but this time we have something new and thats meeting looh and some caravan tchrs=D well done.

I nv knew val wanted to do medicine but i hope our paths will cross one way or another in the future=D sometimes studying with someone who is so used to ur style of behaviour and having the same frequency is the best. This is becos you know there will be someone beside you who cares and understands you. Well, going to china means making new friends and building friendships from ground zero.

mr looh is so cute. he just called me to reconfirm my email address and thank us for the presents. well, hes a great tchr.

i hope that i can have more of such talking sessions with close frens around me since none of them are going china=DD well, 3 more mths and there i go into this land with no one i know super well. well, except for baojia. omg.. time flies like nobody's business.

=DD love rocks with nice frens.



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Friday, May 22, 2009

yours truly, name

Ralph Waldo Emerson once said: “Every human being, of whatever origin, of whatever station, deserves respect. We must each respect others even as we respect ourselves”.

If I respect your views/opinions though it sucks to the max, you should likewise do the same. Now that the element of mutual respect is gone, I guess you are pretty much just a hi and bye friend. Its not that I dun respect your views or opinions but you are the one who disrespect it to begin with.

Friendship is like a pot, a pot filled with elements like mutual trust, respect, care, love etc. If you only use them and do not refill them, it will run out faster than if both parties were to refill it simultaneously. Well, since you cant do so and that the pot will never be full, just leave it empty then. I will not be so stupid to place all my efforts into this only for you to drain them all.

Whatever it is, I hope you take your own path, find much more friends in your life who can guide you along a brighter path.

Anyway work today was good! High EFFICIENY!!! And ate with wanmei!! Love chatting with nice ppl!!



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11:48 PM






yours truly, name

my friend once told me a story that when you are no longer of value to someone, that someone will no longer deem you as valauble as you seem in the past. With so many close friends beside me, i told myself this feeling will never come true and yet it did.

I always thought i should give this friendship a chance. Yes, in fact, many chances. There were so many times when you behave so horrendously and yet i keep telling myself that it is your unique character that define who you are. I know there are times each and everyone of us can be weird but there are times these weirdoness makes us who we are.

I guess I was spoilt right from the beginning. I has many friends with me with the same frequency, same mentality and thoughts most of the times and hence, at times, the sudden appearance of someone different in personality from us makes us feel weird. But well, in life, I have come to accept many people, probably not initially but at the end of it all.

Whether or not what I said was true, its totally up to u to decide. At least for now, I know that being cold can be a way out for you.

No hopes of trying to sustain IT.

Well, not emoing just damn pissed with life. At least i noe, I am civilised because my feelings are spelt out in words, not short forms or symbols.

To my close frens, love ya all. Stay in contact and meet up soon!



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Friday, May 15, 2009

yours truly, name

Still in a dilemma.

I am glad that going through the thought process now makes my brain work. or else my brain will dengenerate in no time.

lifes been good thus far, though at times depression sets in=( I am giving it the last try and hope it works out.

Work has been hectic at TLL cos I have been doing work and time flies. =DD



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Saturday, May 2, 2009

yours truly, name

Well, I have been telling my friends that I am totally ok forgoing med and studying in China but well, deep down, I know I am still very disappointed with myself=( Well, frens, teachers, relatives have come forward to tell me that they always thought China was a better option for me and that studying in China will be more convenient for them to come visit me. Anyway, much as I want myself to go overseas to experience life there, I am still a bit apprehensive abt being placed in a brand new environment without my love ones around=(

Read the article written by Lee Weiling in ST. Previously, never really get inspired by her article before but a teeny weeny bit of today's article kinda inspired me a little. In her article, she mentioned " I have no regrets having tried and failed the first time.. My failure forced me to learn how to roll with the punches and to react to life's capriciousness with equanmity"

I have been faced with few failures in my 19 yrs of existence in this world. Well, this time, I was faced with the largest failure in my life. For others without the same dream and applying just cos they did well for As will never experience this kind of feelings. I know I have tried and I have failed and nth can be done=*

Afterall, sitting alone on a sofa, staring in the air and thinking abt what I can do with my life as of now, I have to say I still lead a good life ahead, a life filled with better job prospects. I can still do many things which are emotionally rewarding and can influence others as much as the medical career can!

BBQ later=



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