Probably life has better plans for me and afterall it is really nothing. Though its a dream unfulfilled, but the thing is that I still have many dreams to fulfill. That one dream may seem insignificant after all. I know I have put in a lot just for something which does not gurantee definite success but I know I have tried my best and at least I have experience how it is like and have no regrets. not at all.
Well, its a blessing in disguise. I still have many choices out there waiting for me, waiting for me to say YES
thanks frens. love ya all