"If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it."
Failures, pitfalls, sadness and sorrow are part of our life and I have learnt to face them once again. Yes, my results are essentially not that bad, but they are never up to my standards. For once, I felt like giving up-giving up on my dreams for medicine, giving up my dreams for everything and retake whatever i did not get As for. I had parents who cheered me up, telling me that they are happy with what I have gotten, but deep down in my heart, i never fail to keep thinking about it. It feels like your heart is bleeding in despair because you placed so much effort into something but failed to achieve what you want. well, it could be a blessing in disguise and probably, medicine isnt what I can really excel in. BUT i fail to believe in that.
I guess my stance to take up medicine is pretty strong and i want to achieve what i really want. I hope that my non academic stuff can help me a little, so i m praying hard that my dream will come true.
I am really glad that I have wonderful friends and colleagues around me. I have true friends telling me that their heart ache when I told them my results were horrible. They want me to pursue what I want ultimately. I have colleagues encouraging and pushing me on. Well, it is true that medicine isnt about academics. It is a culmination of both academic and non academic factors. I am more or less convinced that I shall not give up what I really want.
