yea, the day finally arrived. I feel so old. A lot of stuff happened last night, both good and bad and I hope that ppl can be more understanding these days. REALLY. left work at 330 ystd to go for public speaking lessons. LOL. I cant believe that Sam really commented that Chin Yu's shirt was ugly, at least thats what she think. I hope I can have nicer colleagues for my hospital attachment! Got loads of bday wishes from friends! HAPPY! ya and i think someone waited for 00:00 to arrive but sent out the message 1 min earlier, at 23:59! LOL.

I feel that my life is changing too fast for me to accept. A series of unfortunate and fortunate events have occured. SGH has reached a max quota for their internship, so I was more or less rejected. NNI has also rejected me cos they dun accept non med students. I have two medical attachments pending, and two confirmed, so just make do with what I have. I am picking up a new language, so that when all plans fail, I will study intl rlns as the last resort. BUT i really hope that I will do well enough to qualify for medicine.

HA! I guess some people are just too overly worried about their results, of which they have no control over. If results can make you so worried to an extent you have no control over your emotions, I am not sure how you are supposed to overcome challenges or worries later in your life when you work. I am not pissed but just that I do not understand why you are so worried that your life have to come to a stop, in a sense that you have to forgo everything.

Results make me think of what tong always says. Yes, results are not impt, but only in the later part of your life, just like how when you have ur A levels results, people dun freaking care about your PSLE. Yes, but at this point of time, I am still a student, waiting to go uni and good results give me the choice of what I want to do. I do not want to do sth so unrelated to my future job. I guess you will only think that results arent that impt when u have proven to yourself that with not so good grades, you can still achieve what you want. I have yet to prove it to myself and I am not sure whether my capabilities can bring me that far, so results are impt to me at least for now. But i will let nature take its course. With good results, I will try medicine. If i cant, then I will take plan B or C!

Results aside, today is supposed to be a special day for me, so i shall not talk anymore about people who are so insensitive to the feelings of others. yes! VAL YEO! we should meet soon!! YEA YEA! miss you mann and we can have our exchange of gossips and hot news!
going for class gathering later! YEA! cya