Shimin is finally back to the office and she broke the horrible news to me. It got me quite affected even though the gal wasnt really a close fren of mine but we knew each other personally. I was too shocked to do anything and the moment i thought of it, I felt my body becoming numb.

I have reservations about being a doctor suddenly. Something for sure, I love things to conclude with a happy ending but in reality, happy endings do not occur daily. The above mentioned issue aside, I guess to become a doctor, I have to change my mentality, to accept the fact that the reality is bleak and that this is sometimes not within my control. Much as scientific advancements can bring us so far, there is this little stretch which science or even the most professional doctors can never do. Since it affected someone i know, someone from hc, it affected me quite a lot. Hope everything goes well for her now that she is awake.

Life is fragile and unpredictable. Sounds so freaking cliche but i cant deny how true it is. The fragility in life is only viewed when man began to understand that an individual or other spiritual elements have little or no power over our body, but knowledge definitely do play a great role. Knowledge can be divided into two large categories: the known and the unknown and obviously, the unknown has made our life so unpredictable. I was so inspired by the book i read about medicine and its discontents. Love it.

The many things that happened around me made me treasure love and care from others around me even more. Though many of us try all means to avoid thinking about bad things that may happen, it actually hurts and emotionally affects us more. The reality is harsh though at times, the reality do provide us with a pail of miracles.

Nights. May god bless each and everyone of u.